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back for updates! i realised i took very long time to update my blog!haha!hmm..i was really cooped with my studies as i know myself that i'm not smart,not a good student whom always score well.that is why i need to work harder than other people.Now i was getting worried.because my industrial micro was super horrible compared to the others which were not well done too.why?why must this always happen to me?why can't i get what i want?why i can't outshine others?am i really that useless or lousy?maybe..now it just left a few more weeks to exams..and my studying pace is really slow and not productive. well, perhaps take it slow will be better because no point rushing after all.i won't still score the best even i study much faster than the others.efforts counts and wisdom counts too! but i never give up.i don't believe my studies will never do well,i don't believe i'm a useless person whom has no achievements.i don't believe.seriously.as for dance, after my o school locking course,i spent around 30 mins almost everyday to practise and brush up my techniques and basics.but locking, i really envious of the people whom has the chance to show their talents out.When it will be my turn?i really hope to have this day.just this day when i can really show to so many people i can!so many people are fighting and i guess my chances are really slim..although it actually made me feel disheartened but i still tell myself this day will come to me.keep myself positive.yes!i still believe i can do well in my stduies and hope to get a bursary or maybe a scholarship for myself,hoping to shine on stage one day doing locking.Now, i was planning to work hard in my biolife science sale to save up money to learn popping.it sounds abit impossible but i'm going to venture out this genre..haha!

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Hi! time for updates! well, it has been some time ever since i updated my blog.As for now, so many things happened. and it was not reflecting good after all..i just don't understand why evil triumph over good? it was truly unfair, that witch whom cheated on us in our construction of our new house won the case. it's really infuriating! she is the swindler and she won?! law is really blind and i will never believe that law is fair and square. Now, what we can hope is to see this devil got punished for what she has done to us. i will make sure! and hope she will really suffer worse than death! she is too evil..too evil..i believe god will punish people like her one day..now i was worried for my tests..and i had to tell myself to work really hard as i told mysef before and the resolutions set beforehand for myself. Now i also working hard for my locking..i really wish to join competitions and show my skills but it is really hard to get recognise because in my cca, there are dancers whom also dancing locking but they always fighting for recognisation..when will i get the chance?when? it's so hard but still, i will never give up..i will keep training hard and practise hard. i don't wish to see myself really falling apart and losing my motivation..i have been feeling really upset because so many things happened and i realised i was really useless and incompetent. my studies was not really reflecting well on what i want as for now..really upset and i really hope to fulfil my dreams to really help the people in need and people who suffer grieveances and unfairness. because i'm always in this situation. i really have to step out and lend my hands to them. i will never going to care what people said about me and think about me. they will never agree to what i want to do but i still go ahead for what i want to do.Because this is what i have aim for.

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Hi! updates again! well, i have been really busy for these days and now i'm still having common tests!this time common tests is no more playing matter..and i shall not take it lightly anymore.i became really worry as my human biology paper really like screwed up? sigh..i made so many mistakes and i supposed i lost a lot of marks..i really don't know how it will be like for my grade of this module...now i shall work double hard for my other sections so as to get really really good results for my 1st semester overall.in fact now, suddenly, i missed my days in foreign bodies when i got to see my friends and trained together.As now, i have left around 4 more lessons in O school..but i will also missed the times i spent learning in O school too! because, i really learnt so much in locking and i found myself really love locking so much!! in my room, i would just practise my locking be it relaxing or relieving my study stress..well tommorrow it's my last paper,cell techonology!! i really have to buck up and fight and fight!! Come on!!!shall end here..tschus!

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heys! updates again!haha! i shall start now writing! today, after our make up lesson of human biology practical, philemon,peiru and me went off to do our marketing interview. First, we went to peiru house as she forgot her ezlink card.haha! then we went to philemon house to get his gift for the interviewer. wow! i had a good"adventure" of running house to house.! but it was quite fun which i hought. then we took a taxi to toa payoh which is philemon's mother workplace. we met uncle francis whom is our interviewer. You know, i really learnt so much about apple mac products!our recording time was 12 mins and 23mins! wow! i never expect it would take up that long! As we expect a 2 mins interview by him. And during the proccess of interview, philemon realised that uncle francis was not looking at him but he was looking at me instead! that was what he told me just now when we were having lunch with his mum! peiru was like"eh eh isabelle!" hey! i really don't know!i just smiled wnhen looking at the camera and him!it's a form of respect!haha!then we went to bishan to have lunch again together! philemon surpirsed me as he followed us too! that was really a breakthrough for him as he never goes out with us before!but i really enjoyed going out with them!! haha! we chatted a lot and shopped round junction eight!then after that around 5pm, i went home with philemon and peiru went separate way as she lives in yio chu kang.phil was really shy when he sat beside me and we chatted a lot! i found him open out to me! yeahs! phil! finally you are able to talk well!enjoyed talking to you! he even tagged a lot of comments in my facebook! yeahs! well shall stop here! tschus!

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Just click on this link and watch this video!haha! the song title is wedding dress by taeyang. it was quite long already but i just love his moves and his style of dancing. The story behind is showing that he falls in love with this girl but this girl was in love with her fiancee. he has to keep his love and she never knows. It was quite sad to witness the girl whom you love marries someone else..haha! okay enough of this! don't make me fall in love just beacuse seeing this video. I'm waiting for the right guy to come to me when the time is right for me. It will always be ups and downs but the right guy will always walk this journey with you no matter what happens..never abandon you in times of hardshp and always stay together no matter how difficult this route is..he will love you more than you love him and treasure you a lot.His heart will also filled by just only your presence.

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Hi! updates again! well for today, i went to the it fair with yi qing after doing my school projects and revisions. the it fair in suntec city is really so packed and crowded! wow! yi qing managed to buy a mp3 for herself!haha! but i saw a lot of apple mac, and so many laptops and mp4 so on!haha! then we went to bugis street and junction to shop around. As what my sister val has requested a black frame big spectacles from me, i went to search for the specs and i'm glad that i found it in bugis street and bought it for her! 10 dollars quite worth for it! actually i feel like buying another one but i did not.Because, i need to wait till i have enough money so i can buy one and change the lens.haha! then we met pat and have dinner together! the pepper lunch meal was really nice! it was since ages i ate rice! usually, i don't eat rice and today i was eating it! well, i was quite tired now and studying my tests at the same time. hopefully, i can do well in my studies,dance and even my free lance job. hopefully, i can help as many people as possible with the products i had! i don't expect much but i hope to see improvements! shall stop here! do feel free to tag me! tschus!

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hi! well another update again!! well this 2 weeks are going to be really busy for me! today i had managed to get 2 appointments done within this week!! hopefully can go well! i pray hard for it! today, i had a great time learning locking! new steps and new styles! wow! i really learnt so much and greatly appreciated ian, who is my dance instructor taught us so much for the 2nd lesson of my course!i realised being individual and relaxed is really important!! And locking is a dance with character! well i will have to work hard on this! Neverthless, i have to really study real hard for this common test on week 11!! Gosh! please really do bless me to do really well for my 2nd yr because my 1st yr was really lousy! i don't wish to have my history repeated!! isabelle! you have to really buck up and work double hard! Do you remeber what is your dreams? what is your promise?what is your worth? Don't dwell! Don't procastinate!! time is running out you know?! Be funky in your studies too!! prove it!! to make these people who looked down shut their trap!! i shall make it real short because i need to study and study!